I’ve decided to take all of my genital piercings out. Then I’ll have my little small c0ck back, a I can easily hide. It never was much to begin with - I remember, I would always hide it in the locker room. I was so small when I looked at others - and they at mine. That was one of the reasons I got into piercing my c0ck. I wanted my c0ck to stand out, to make me stand strong and proud in the showers. Another reason was I don’t want to use it on another guy. I came out and I’ve been an exclusive bottom ever since. I was my way of expressing my sexual desires and my transness. On more than one occasion I’ve asked a man to “Fuck my !”
Now the piercings hinder how I want to express my desires. I don’t want my c0ck - all the metal in it makes it difficult to hide. When I do it gets pinched and I bulge out.
There are things I do love about all my metal - the ringing in the morning as I walk around with my coffee, the double line of round balls showing through my panties where I’ve tucked myself away. And, if you got to have a c0ck, seven, stainless steel barbells through it makes it unique.
They have to go so I can again just disappear everything into a smooth silky panty. All I need to do is push my ball up and engulf my little in the folds of my useless scrotum. I’ve only got one ball now. I wish they had taken it along with the undescended testicle they took out. I did not realize at the time that the undescended testicle was the result of pushing them up into me when I was trying on my sister’s bikinis. One day, one just stayed up and I never really noticed it - I was so small down there anyway.
Time now to remove the metal and soon the last little ball will go too!